Angels.. do they exist ?!!..

Do you sometimes.. sit back and think.. think abt just anything.. well i do .. and guess i think a lot .. like some ppl close to me say :
Ayo to pense tro bocu pou to lage toi tifi !!! fouf areter penser foutou o ...
well THINKING thats smthing i cant stop doing.. right now just looking out through my window starring at the the dark sky .. trying to make out atleast for star.. it think abt my life..

life hasnt been all bliss.. its been more saour than sweet.. and yet wen i try to think of the sweet part.. not always .. can i remember them .. its as if i blocked myself up and i did a selective choice ..

well but then when i think of it.. years back i was angry with myself , with eberyone around i wasnt in harmony with wat was around me.. yet .. i try to build up within my worl .. things that made life seem easier for me.. friends... activities.. i have a range of things to keep me occupied so as i dnt fall in that endless dark hole...



but just now looking up at the sky i think .. well even though life was hell.. i still stand up now and wen i look back at my journey .. thats a pretty long way i came.. but well would it have been possible alone..

i mean we all say I AM WAT I AM .. COZ I WORKED FOR IT..AND AM ANSWERABLE TO NO BODY ..
but is it realy true..

consciously or unconciously .. people have helped us become whatever we are today...
be it friends.. family .. love.. ;) .. they have all contributed to what we really are today ..




but sometimes do you still think that .. there might have been something else.. something deeper.. like someone constantly there watching upon you.. and keeping an eye on you... not that it will stop each and every pain on your way .. no coz life would have been boring without pains and tears... coz all are necessary to make up what we really are and how life reallly is..., , but that someone would kind of limit the impact of that pain.. keep u from them for a while and wait till when you are mature and ready enough to handle them...



so you feel like.. there are Angels watching over you... well i do .. when i seriously think about it many a times in my life where i kind of .. got spared at the last minute ... or always been through difficulties yeps.. but then things or circumstances happen that bring in front of you another phase of life which you never considered before and changes in a click all the conception and presumptions you had in your mind... like as if .. someone is constantly there.. watching ur step .. and when need to put a yellow light in front of you .. out of nowhere it just pops up in a form or the other.. to prevent you from heading for the worst..

well i do believe.. in them .. angels . no like they will be around with a magical shiny stick in their hands their shiny golden wings and the crown on their head.... nNA .. but in a way or the other..




a friend.. a stranger .. you nevr knew... who just comes up in ur life and changes eveything there after... marked forever..

just an angel.. u feel is with you .. and you are not completely alone...
well guess .. you guys are right i think alot..
guess time to sleep fini 0213 ... and got a class in some hours..

but think abt it .. angels .. ur angel keeping an eye on you...