tic tic tic .. she heard the clock move yet .. she cant find some better time ....

tears flow down her cheeks .. one of the so many ..
she sits down and contemplates the vast sky that opens up in front of her.. its vast and appealing..
as if the sky is waiting for her her arms wide open .. asking her to come and lay in her lap up there..
how she wished she could fly up there . and harbour herself in the vast arena that opens up in front of her..
she felt so lost and disturbed down here.. inspite of the crowd around she could no longer find her way .. she felt so alienated..
the people around were her own.. yet she felt estranged from them.. how could he treat her like that.. like a mere piece of trash.. all that she did was found not enough.. never was it enough ... nor will it ever be..
she could take out her life and lay it by his feet .. and all he would do would kick it far away as say is that all ??

wat else could she give to him.. he dedicated her whole life and existence to him.. always followed his will and desires.. her life was mere aplication to his decisions.. she lifed for him.. never she opposed to his impositions..yet she was found to be unobedient .. and the worst kid ever existed..
her heart bleeds.. yet she has no more tears to let go..
she would cry for what.. for whom.. no one would even care to look back and wipe away her tears..
she sits back and realises that.. she was a mere puppet to b used wen needed and cast away wen fed up with .. a punching ball from time to time to take in without a word all punches.. and blows.. thrown at her.. without any second thought..
words are mightier than swords... it is said.. yes they are his words cut and slayed her .. marking her each n every time with scars for life...each one deeper and more poignant...
yet he didnt see how much she was hurt.. no he didnt see nor would he see .. all he saw was his vision, his thoughts.. his way ..

she didnt have a say , if she did ... she was digraced.. he was the law .. she was a mere subservient soul..
nameless, clueless... who existed only if he decided.. and this he made her feel it all way through ...
the few times she tried to oppose n voice out .. she was made to shup up.. her voice died within .. all she managed were unsuccessful attempts..
attempts to free herself away...
attempts were many .. yet none led her to freedom...
this time the way out was near... she felt it come..
that was the only wya out.. the sole solution to end it all...
ashes ashes we burn to...
ashes ahes she saw her end in ...
it was the seed planted.. now.. growing slowly with the pain she harboured in ..
tears slowly poured down her cheeks...this time it was the end.. they were tears of blood...